||[Mar. 20th, 2009|11:15 am]
Ok, so today marks 3 months and 2 weeks on T...so far, everything has changed! First off...no acne yet and I am getting more facial hair...side burns are more noticable, my stache is gettin alot darker than before, and now I have long black chin hairs =) I can acually tugg at them. My girl pulled one out the other day and I was like BABE..OUCH! but that made me happy because she can acually do that now!! I have more hair on the upper part of my tighs, my back, and Im sure my ass...but I cant see that. My happy trail is gettin longer o0o0o0 hehe. No hair loss on my head as of yet! I really don't think I'll loss much hair up there tho, because my brothers still have theres. My voice is more deep than my last video blog...but I will record a clip today and post it with this blog so keep an watch out for it. My body changes are as follows...I smell different...hips are gone, gettin a lil more belly which I will have to work on, my neck seems a lil thicker and I am noticing more muscle tone in my arms and legs and thats without working out! Imagine when I do start which I plan to soon =) All these changes are making me so damn happy I could shit rainbows!!! haha.
Oh,now the TMI... my lil guy, um yeah...I havent measured yet but he is larger than be4 and sensitive as HELL! Which is weird because when he's touched or rubbed it feels great but it still takes so fucking long to get off...which is annoying, but when it happens its like KAPOW! I'll say it this way...its better and more intense now than be4 when I wasnt on T. So yeah its worth the wait. I am just wondering how big he will get. But I do plan to get a surgery to release it. But first I want my top surgery...another thing I forgot to mention is that the T has made my chesticals smaller...BIG PLUS! Not like they were huge anyways but I just want them gone forever! Oh, yeah one thing about my voice...my brother called me the other day and I answered the phone and he asked if I was here...he didn't regonize my voice, so I am gonna end up tellin him after I move back into my moms house. Then I'll write my mom and maybe take off for the weekend so she can process it without me around. Sounds like a good plan to me...what do y'all think?
Ok I soon plan to change my name...first and middle names...I am not sure if I want to change my last name...but I may. But I don't have any clue what to change it to if i did. But I plan on doing this in the next couple months...so exciting! But thats all I have to write about that....
Upcoming plans...top surgery...I have decided to for to Fischer in Maryland because she has the best peri results I have seen so far. Also she write srs letters so I can change my birth certificate to Male.
And for bottom I plan to go to Colorado to Marci Bowers for my hysto and metoidioplasty (Clitoral Release)All together for both surgeries should cost about around 20 grand, maybe more (top surgery is about 7 grand, hysto, about 7 grand and bottom is between 3 grand to 10 grand...I know big stretch. Unless anyone has more info for me on this...I just been doing my own reserch on transster.com and google.
Thats not including hotel stays and stuff...unless i can find a friend that lives in them states to stay with for a few days to recover. (hoping I can find med insurance that will cover some of that!)
I know my girl with be by my side too which will make all the difference. I just cannot wait to feel complete.